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Friday, January 04, 2002 Lisa!! look left. after looking at the lyrics and hearing and understanding them more and more (as opposed to just watching JC dance with the 4th finest girl in the whole-wide-world [she doesn't bump you down, Lisa])... i realized something. this song is so for you. naw, i don't mean it like that. this is the song that plays through every guy's head when they meet you and get to know you and realize that you're everything plus that bag of Doritos or Sour Cream Baked Lays (yessssss, yummmmmm). so Lisa, i don't know why you care about him, he doesn't even know your name cause he don't love your eyes (like so many of us do, that so many of us wish to get lost in) and he don't love your smile (does he even make you smile?). girl, that ain't fair... i'd re-write more but it says it all to the left. so look LEFT i went to sleep at 1a.m. or whenever i got off the phone with Lisa and then woke up at 6 to drive my cousin to work. head hurts. ouch. need... more... sleep. what do i have planned for today? it's all up in the air. a movie later. Theresa wanted to see a movie. maybe we can finally kick it with the pretty pilipinas Pia and Erica and Floridel. who knows. so... i have to pick up my cousin from work at 3. it's 1. woke up just a while ago. sleep feels good. head feels better but still hurts. maybe i should have my head checked? naw. i'm not crazy. but Marie wouldn't agree with me on that one. cause we're insane. i guess. talking to Pia as i write this. Marie! we aren't the only ones getting old. she remembers Alvin and the Chipmunks, and Bobby's World, and Eek the Cat. remember Jackie? the girl that was in love with Bobby but he wasn't havin' any of that because girls' had cooties. Bobby, you were so lucky. hope you didn't mess that up.... 'cause girls aren't all over you like that later on in life. girls that are really into you are hard to come by. so, hope you appreciated that love... c l i f f l o v e's thoughts at 2:29:00 AM (0) comments Thursday, January 03, 2002 okay... so it's been a while. don't know what to say. don't know what to do. "i'm so confused..." only a couple of you'll know where that's from. well anyways. break is almost over. 2001 just ended. back to ucla. i dunno how i feel about returning to school. life has been so kick back. no worries. no stress. all i do is sit and chill. just sit and wait for things to happen. yeah. that's me. i agree with Lisa on this one... today was a waste of a day. all i did was sleep. woke up at 1:40p.m., just in time to get ready to go for my orthodontist. i didn't have my "corrective lenses" because they fell out of my pocket in Alex's car last night coming back from Tower Records. my license says i need them to drive. so, yeah, i was doing something majorly illegal... but did that stop me? no! when does it ever? well... that choice wasn't a smart one. sure, i was jeopardizing Eliza's safety, but don't worry everyone, she's perfectly alright. duck food. i can't see anything while driving. my vision is pretty bad. i have to be 10 yards from the light to tell whether or not it's green or red. it's hard to decipher what lane cars are in. you know how a big group of zebras look like a giant blob of white and black stripes to a lion? well that's how cars were looking. a big blob of colors with red dots behind 'em. it's good cause i was only driving to my ortho 5 minutes away. after that... went home and did absolutely nothing. i worked on my blog. waited for people to call. Steve actually called to ask me if i could take him to go buy a dress shirt. told him i'd call him back. when i did, he had already left. darn. had to pick up my aunt at 4. again... i had no glasses. took the freeway. did i drive the speed limit? of course i didn't. that would be diss to Eliza. she was craving the speed. so yeah. luckily nothing bad happened. again, came home and did nothing. Jackson came over 'round 7 or so with his filipino friend Donna (don't worry Lisa she has nothing on you. start worrying when he's kickin' it with Jessica Alba or Kristin Kreuk. not even Stephanie Conrad has a thing on you!!). burned his CD 'n 'round 9. what happened in those 2 hours? hAhA! Nebraska got raped!! i hope my dad picked Miama cause no matter what the spread is... they WIN!!! after that... umm... more nothing... the highlight: downloaded the new NSYNC video for girlfriend. yessssss! nice! good video. you need to watch it Lisa! you so need to. Marie, you too. i know your jealous. around 10:30, get a call from Marie asking if i want to cyber. we do it at 11. dropped her off after an hour of play. but what was the best thing of the day? well, it happened on my way home after dropping off Marie. Lisa calling me up! yesssssssssssssssssssssssss! all i have to say is "Jane who?" Lisa, love you pretty girl. you're hella tight like that. ke ke ke. so, as they say, that is that. would you be my girlfriend? read it on the side. so what did i do this day? hmm... the highlight: Starbucks and Tower Records. no Cyber City. anything big? Theresa called me to go to Starbucks and wanted peeps to go. people were pretty busy... Lisa and Catherine were hanging out together. Jim went out with Crys-tall from the New Year's Party. Chad was at CC with his brother, didn't want to come out for Starbucks... what a punk. Marie hung out with her "crew". Adam was at home and had friends over. Omar was no where to be found. Barker was headed over to York's pad. Steve wasn't down for Starbucks. Jackson was waiting for a call 'bout David's birthday dinner. so who showed? Alex showed 'cause he's cool like that (how come no one told me i didn't have him under my [who's cool category] on the left side over there?? he bitched at me for that... so yeah... he's on there... did i forget to mention anyone else?) Adam and Omar showed. friggin' Adam, only shows 'cause of Omar Jackson shows up later on 'cause he never got that call. thanks David for inviting us. Theresa of course shows 'cause she's hella cool like that. the start of a New Year! yay. yes Vanessa, you're right... that was sarcasm! good job! okay so yeah. i was never really into that whole "New Year" celebration auld lang whatevers. sure... i'd love for this new year to be the best of all the others... i'd love for good things to happen. but i can't make predictions and expections and then look back at the end of 2002 and see that nothing comes true. yeah, i look back at 2001 and see that a lot of the things i wanted to happen didn't happen but i can't look at the past that way. i can't look at 2001 negatively. the past happened. 2001 happened. it'll be a part of me forever. i should be grateful for all the good things that happened and... i am grateful. so 2001, this is what i say to you: "#@$% you. thanks." so 2002, "#@$% you, too. you better gimme what i want." ke ke ke. c l i f f l o v e's thoughts at 6:35:00 PM (0) comments |
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