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Engineers and programmers are the often-anonymous architects of society, and what you do now could make a huge difference to the lives of millions, even billions, of people in decades to come. -Charlie Stross Shaping the Future

Saturday, February 14, 2004
sleep has been hard to come by lately. i've had 13 hours of sleep in the last 48 hours. (3 hours wed., 5 thur., 5 fri.) what is going? what's crazy is that i don't feel so sleepy and i can go through most of the day without feeling tired. i woke up at 5a.m. wtf!

let's not remember what day it is today. lalala... hmmm deee dummmm.

eliza has a new bumper and side skirts! yay! isn't she pretty? no more broken lip. next up, rims.
she also has an AFC (air flow controller/converter). now she shouldn't be too much of a gas guzzler. good timing since gas prices are soaring. why again do i need to put 91 octane? oh yeah, so that pre-ignition of a lean air-fuel ratio caused by the uncontrolled burn of low octane gsaoline doesn't occur (just trying to sound smart but in the end failed because of poor grammar skills, damn).

"the sweet isn't as sweet without the sour."
"i'll see you in the next life when we are both cats."


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Wednesday, February 11, 2004
that was the hardest test i have ever seen or taken in my entire life. it was so difficult. you could know and understand the material left and right (like i did) and still not do the problems. the questions were so complicated and involved... oh man. oh well, i sure hope everyone did as bad as i did. but yay! 2 midterms are over. now all i have to do is finish my kernel.


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one midterm done. computer science 111: operating systems. surprisingly a whole lot of writing (and no program writing AT ALL!). did pretty well. i got the extra credit that's for sure and i answered all the questions to the best of my ability. wow. actually reading the text book does help! maybe i can start a trend.

one down, one to go. electrical engineering 121b: physics for electrical engineers - part 1 - bipolar transistors. man, they're gay (or bisexual).


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oh yeah, midterms suck. but eliza is getting a facelift and her skirt tomorrow!


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i was uncomfortable with X while we were going out. i understood what he meant to you and that you wanted to make things right with him. i was happy that things eventually became straight with him. i don't want to be like X and cause trouble. look, everything is straight between me and you. there's nothing left that needs to be worked out. so that's my statement.


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Tuesday, February 10, 2004
Cliff "Luck Sacks" Pajaro comes out with the win in the closest game in Kelton 201 Foos Ball Tournament history. It came down to the wire in sudden death. "Luck Sacks" breaks out with two luck sacks in the end to take the lead at 9-8 and then for the win at 10-9.

Studying: successful. I read all that I needed to read. Good job, Cliff. That is a first in my college career.
Kernel Project: too busy studying to finish it. Black Beanie Cliffux 1.0.0 is getting to completion. Just need to work on the stub function and that will be the background environment for the testing program making the system call.

I spent $75 in groceries today. I knew I should've gone to Costco. I didn't even get any apple juice. My damn Mach 3 Turbo razor blade refills cost $20 so I settled for the Mach 3 NA razor blade refills for $16. My current blades are really dull and it's starting to hurt so I had to buy 'em.

Call me whenever. I've got the minutes to use up. I mean, damn, I'm spending $70+ a month and I barely get/make one call a day. Yeah, I'm lonely.


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went to sleep at 4:30p.m. yesterday. woke up at 12:30a.m. feels good. i think i'm nocturnal now.
and yes, i skipped my 4p.m. class. at least i'm being a good boy and studying.

miguel ortiz at MOBworks (www.mobworks.com for those of you interested in getting stuff painted for your car painted) didn't get to paint my parts today so i won't be picking them up tomorrow. i'll have to wait until thursday. oh well, that gives me more time to study for my tests on wednesday and to finish my programming project due on thursday.


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Monday, February 09, 2004
the thing loved most about you was seeing your eyes light up everytime you saw a puppy. you would get so happy no matter what was going on. i think you stopped feeling that way about me. i hope you feel that way now. i can only dream about having someone make me feel like that.

that's what i'm looking for. someone that will make my eyes light up everytime i see them. someone that will make me smile. happy...


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Sunday, February 08, 2004
okay. i should really start writing like this is a journal. but i'm just not that creative or motivated. and who reads this anyways?

we just watched butterfly effect. what an awesome movie! ashton kutcher playing a seriously role? i was skeptical. he actually pulled it off. ashton's character, evan, has the ability to relive past events that he writes down in his journal. he does so only to make the world a better place for the ones he loves. but mainly his childhood friend, kaelyn. now if i had that ability...

maybe i don't write this blog like a journal because i want to avoid emotions and feelings. i'd much rather talk about the good things. i want to remember the good things. the good things that happen to me. they're mine and only mine... not shared with anyone else anymore.


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