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Friday, April 30, 2004 mom is arriving at the airport around 7 p.m. i hate driving back and forth from and to los angeles. and i just swallowed this starburst... booo! where is sammy so i can go back home and have some sagu that manang thelma made. i will have a digital camera by the end of today. a canon s500. yes! and i will have two 256 mb cards and one 32 mb card. i need to buy an mp3 player too... and a stylus. charge! charge! need to pay the phone bill too. and the rent.... ggggrrrr. i will apply for an internship at skyworks. need to work on a cover letter. damn you annie for making such a big deal over cover letters. c l i f f l o v e's thoughts at 1:15:00 PM (0) comments i just bought a 256 mb compact flash memory card for only $15. i woke up early just to get it but it was worth it... now what am i going to do with a memory card i have no use for? lol. i guess it's time to buy that mp3 player i've always wanted. now i won't ever pay attention in class. yes! c l i f f l o v e's thoughts at 10:40:00 AM (0) comments Thursday, April 29, 2004 as you can see... i'm blogging a lot now. i don't have anyone to talk to, i don't have anything to do, i have nowhere to go. there's a lot of things being wasted here: my ears to listen, my mouth to talk, my heart to love, my creativity to display, my brain to solve problems, my time especially. i think i'll start messing around with photoshop. maybe build that server i've been meaning to build. maybe get eliza's engine check light to disappear. maybe i can build a jet engine with a used Z32 turbo like that guy on tt.net. the same guy that i got all the information from to do my TT conversion. c l i f f l o v e's thoughts at 10:36:00 PM (0) comments 
i have this sudden urge to do something creative. i'm going to buy myself a stylus so i can draw more. dope old school song found through "random" on winamp: ray j - wait a minute. "hey? ain't that brandy's brother?" c l i f f l o v e's thoughts at 10:31:00 PM (0) comments just call me iron chef pilipino.  c l i f f l o v e's thoughts at 10:28:00 AM (0) comments btw the lyrics to that sitcom that went "would you like to swing on a star..." was from "out of this world". remember that TV show where the girl was half alien half human. they never showed her dad because he was out in the unverse somewhere. she had the ability to freeze time by pointing her index fingers together. she could unfreeze people by touching them. i forgot how she unfroze time... c l i f f l o v e's thoughts at 9:23:00 AM (0) comments what did i dream about you ask? i don't remember. i forced myself to forget because it means nothing. c l i f f l o v e's thoughts at 9:21:00 AM (0) comments don't you hate it when you dream such a good dream that when you wake up it becomes a nightmare... a nightmare because the dream was just a dream. i've been having these nightmares lately. stupid dreams. why can't i dream about cars or getting JAKKED? why can't i dream about flying or riding a motorcycle? i used to believe in dreams. but now they're nothing but bitter sweet moments that only you can enjoy, impossible to share. it's like reading such a good book that no one else can read. or watching an awesome movie that no one else watch. better to just forget it and go on with your life. what happened to the good dreams... all dreams must end sometime. c l i f f l o v e's thoughts at 9:09:00 AM (0) comments Wednesday, April 28, 2004 i just got the "new" maxim issue. no, it's not that new. it's new to me. the one with the 100 hottest women. how did jessica alba get #9? jessica simpson #1? whatever. JA got #1 many times before, it's time to give it up. get-the-goddess rules #1: flaunt your regular-guy approchability. humor. loyalty #2: don't take no for an answer - at first, anyway. persistance. "once she learned who i was, she would forget all about my outside" "he listened to everything i had to say... i would never have said yes if he hadn't stuck and shown me who he really was" we're not suggesting stalk her; just befriend her first. #3: ignore her looks as best you can c l i f f l o v e's thoughts at 7:05:00 PM (0) comments i might be going to hell. i currently dislike someone that is so kind and genuine that you have to be incredibly horrible to not like them. (s)he just had to do this in my presence. not only in front of my face but also in the presence of eliza. it just totally made me not want to drive anymore... made me want to stall the car (omg, i just called eliza "the car"! see how horrible...) and jump off the bridge. next time, think please, think. think before you act. that is a lesson to you all: think before you act. if you are reading this, not understanding. im me and i might elaborate more. c l i f f l o v e's thoughts at 5:33:00 PM (0) comments i just bought my second song off of iTunes for $.99. it's young gunz - no better love. it goes a little something like this: cause my heart's been racin' for your lovin' and i won't give it up for nothin' cause there's no better love girl you got me goin' crazy you got me thinkin' bout you baby could you be my one and only lady cause there's no better love now i just need to find someone to sing this to. if you're down, give me a call, IM me, e-mail me, go ahead and drop by my apartment. i'm down for anything. we can just talk. c l i f f l o v e's thoughts at 5:29:00 PM (0) comments why did it get cold and gloomy all of a sudden? c l i f f l o v e's thoughts at 5:28:00 PM (0) comments Tuesday, April 27, 2004 like we do every tuesday, sammy and i went to best buy and ralph's today. every week for the past month, sammy and i bought a DVD or CD. today i bought janet jackson's damita jo CD and sammy got zoolander. he turned down big fish because zoolander was cheaper by $6.... you know sammy. i didn't buy big fish for certain reasons. c l i f f l o v e's thoughts at 10:26:00 PM (0) comments random: http://www.fanta.dk/showmovie.asp?mid=CD774828-0EC5-42D0-88D8-4AE12A590EFA c l i f f l o v e's thoughts at 8:09:00 PM (0) comments Today I realized that I was gay c l i f f l o v e's thoughts at 2:09:00 PM (0) comments Monday, April 26, 2004 "would you like to swing on a star carry moon beams home in a jar and be better off than you are or would you rather be on earth" remember where this is from? i do! think old school sitcoms. c l i f f l o v e's thoughts at 4:02:00 PM (0) comments my shirt but in gray, black, and green. someone had a lot of time on their hands to find this. it wasn't me.  c l i f f l o v e's thoughts at 3:37:00 PM (0) comments "sometimes i just like to steal" - chris rock MTV is doing a "diary" marathon today. chris rock is one funny guy. did you hear? "13 going on 30" made $22 mil. and "man on fire" made $23 mil. it was a surprisingly big box office weekend. there are still more good movies to see. are you down? JN? c l i f f l o v e's thoughts at 3:01:00 PM (0) comments my new shirt:  c l i f f l o v e's thoughts at 12:31:00 PM (0) comments note: bare with me through this long post. this should be 3+ posts and is a recap of my entire weekend. take your time reading this. you don't have to read all of it in one sitting. it will be here tomorrow and the next day and... and what a great weekend it was. steve and i went to berkeley this weekend. steve's agenda: seeing liz (as if he doesn't see a lot of her) and going to her sorority banquet. my agenda: help my cousin move back down to orange county. she is only the second arabe family member to receive a college degree. we took eliza on the trip and, boy, is she great. she got 20 miles per gallon all throughout our trip. that is a big jump from the 11 mpg she has getting for the past 5 months. we can attribute the big jump in improved gas mileage to the $800 ECU i just bought. one bad thing: there is a lot of lag from 4k+ rpm. the old eliza would bring such a big burst of speed that it was so easy to pass up anybody on the highway. 120mph passes were simple... not that it stoped us this time from hitting 120mph about a 10 times on the way. friday: my cousins dragged me to watch "13 going on 30" with them. it is only with them that i watch these chick flicks. they dragged me to watch "bring it on" with them back in the day. although i wasn't too hesitant on that one because my girl ED was in it. oh well, at least the movies they've brought me to weren't bad ones. "13 going on 30" was a good movie. it had a well-written story and it was executed well. jennifer garner is such a versatile actress. she definitely knows how to play her roles. the movie was very adult in a lot of scenes which was surprising since there we so many kids watching this movie. i missed out on 2 parties this night. i missed out on matt's (arlene's boyfriend) frat party. there were tons of people there including a gay couple making out on the balcony. but i heard it was banging besides that. he made bank: about $200 profit. i also missed out on lisa's vcn cast party. ggggrrrrr. i was able to hang out with the family and we went through our normal night-time of laughter. that's just how we are. especially with manong chris and manong julius there. it's always a good time. saturday: we ate and moved in the morning. then we ate again after the move. good times. we were able to pack everything in the back of the truck (thanks to the OCD from manong chris) and inside the odessey. we are such good movers. it's all because of all the moving manang jing/manong chris and manong leo/manang anh do. one bad thing: manong jun dropped a drawer on my finger. it hurt so much. it's getting better now though. i'm a champ. destiny is so cute! the cutest little girl ever! i wish i could've taken pictures of her. she wouldn't let me go to the bathroom because she wanted to play so she held onto me. she was grabbing my hands, pulling on my shirt, and holding onto my leg. i miss manong jun's humor and destiny's craziness. it's not as extreme as adriel's but it's sooo entertaining nonetheless. after the moving was over my cousins left and i drove over to berkeley to kick it with steve and liz. we walked around telegraph and i got a shirt from the gap. it's been a while since i've gone shopping. it's a sad matter i don't want to get into. anyways... i was going to buy myself another gap sweater because they had it in gray with black lettering. looked tight but i didn't have $60 to shell out. so i got myself a dope polo shirt. afterwards, i kicked it with lisa. the best part of the night. chilled at her pad with tan and christine, two of the coolest people in the world. went through http://emotioneric.com/ on christine's computer. very amusing and creative. chillaxed for a few hours. went to united artist to watch kill bill vol. 2. UA was the same theatre we watched shallow hal at waaaay back when. kill bill was such a good movie. i don't think you can compare it to vol. 1. it's not as action intense as vol. 1 but it's good in its own right. sure it is more about plot development/continuation and there is a whole lot of talking but it fits with the first. the movie had a lot of comedic parts besides the well-put-together action sequences. overall it was very amusing and entertaining and i think it is great. go see it if you can! afterwards, we went over to "nation's" which is a 24 hour joint much like denny's but not as bougie. they had breakfast ish, burgers, and pies. when we came in, there was a crew of blind fools leaving. the line to buy food stretched to the door and the blind fools kept saying "after you" to the customers standing in line. everyone was like "uhhh... we're not leaving. you are." lol! it was very amusing. the blind people kept thinking people were opening the door for them when in actuality the door was just slowly being closed from the last people walking in. they were saying "thank you" or "that's very kind of you" to air. lol. never seen so many blind people before... ever. i was very hungry so christine and i split a 3-omellette meal and french toast. man was that ish good. i ate slow because of my cough and because i was squished into the wall. we fit 6 people into a 4 person booth. it was lisa, mike, christine, tan, jen, and myself. we were there until 2 a.m. just chatting away. it was nice getting to kick it with lisa's friends. they are good people. while dropping jen off we passed by the mcdonalds that omar, annie, thu, and i went to waaaay back when we first went to cal. that was such a looong time ago. that's when we first got to know lisa. lol. we barely knew her back then. and we just randomly called her to hang out. lol. i crashed at lisa's for the night. i was suppose to stay with liz and steve but i was talking to christine about it and we agreed that it would be too ackward for me to stay with the couple and that it would be okay for me to sleep on their large, comfortable futon. lol. lisa didn't know i was staying with her until i followed her inside her apartment. slept around 3:00. the two girls talked until we fell asleep. it was interesting listening to them talk. it's different from the way two guys talk.... sunday: woke up at 10:30 when steve called. said he was going to eat in an hour. told him "okay" and went back to sleep. woke up again when steve called around 11:30. told him "yeah" and went back to sleep. finally woke up around noon. had lunch with steve and liz at some new italian joint on durant. good food. there was such good weather all throughout the week. i've never seen the berkeley sun soo much ever before. it was hot up there. after lunch, liz had the great idea of getting.... drumroll please.... MONDO GELATO! (now called "gelatina naia" or something like that) that stuff tasted soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good. it was the best possible conclusion to the trip. great idea liz! if you're reading this....... thanks for being interested in what i do. i appreciate it. c l i f f l o v e's thoughts at 1:57:00 AM (0) comments Sunday, April 25, 2004 i'm in berkeley on lisa's computer. jealous? lol. c l i f f l o v e's thoughts at 12:45:00 PM (0) comments |
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