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Friday, February 01, 2002 so... can i get another "hell yeah!"??? thank you very much. ACED my math midterm! i am so happy!! i've never seen so many zeros on a score for a test before!! nothing can bring me down. nothing can kill my high! hell yeah!!! wahoo!!! i was so happy that in front of Kinsey and Haines (you know... that big courtyard area in front of the library where everybody walks) i screamed out "hell yeah! everybody!! i aced my midterm!! i aced it! hell yeah!!" [please take note: i will be saying "hell yeah" for the rest of my life so you are going to get sick of it, trust me] and i was jumping up and down!! perhaps the best day ever!! can i get a "HELL YEAH!" please? oh really, Marie?!?! hell yeah?! HELL YEAH!!! wahoo!!! wow. amazing. i can't even begin to write about this day... 'cause it's just such a cool day! hell yeah! i think imma keep "hell yeah"... for life. so where do i start? perhaps a little recap of the events of the day... umm... woke up tired. called up Marie or she called me... she was at school and had a few hours break so i picked her up and we hung out at my house. she attempted to do math homework. the movie Center Stage was on HBO so we watched that. Sierra hung out with us, too. she colored in Marie's notebook with Marie's highlighters and pretty much dried them out, the markings bled through 5 pages (Marie is whining about the 2 pages that she left in the notebook that still have visible markings on them). by the time Marie had to leave, Sierra was comfortable enough with Marie that she showed her her so-called cut and waved "bye" to her when we dropped her off to class. yep. ate chicken mcnuggets with Sierra afterwards. went to my ortho where they gave me my retainers... gggrrr... at least i have my braces off. went to my dentist afterwards. they cleaned my teeth. no cavities... of course! went to Sacred Heart straight afterwards. drove into the parking lot and i didn't see Jeremiah.... boo!! (that's the name of Jane's car by the way) i actually drove in looking for Marie's car first but i remembered that she couldn't get it started earlier that day... so... yay! Movie Day! the sisters actually had a pretty good movie picked out for today!! it was actually a real Disney cartoon movie (but low budget) called Joseph: The King of Kings or something or other. i arrived at around 4 so the movie had already started and the popcorn had already been distributed so it was dark inside. i looked around to see who was there... didn't see who i was hoping to see... sister adrian found me an empty seat next to... gasp!... Jane. would anyone resist such an offer? certainly not i. so i did and the immediate question that comes to my mind is: "how are you doing sexy? do you wanna hang out afterwards?" just kidding... actually... i think that did cross my... naw... just kidding... i of course ask her where Jeremiah is. she laughs cause i'm the only one that would call her car that... she got into a fender bender... she was driving through some lot and some idiot backed-up into her (damn... i would too... i mean... lol). it seems her car is driveable but one of the tires hits the wheel well or the now-bent bumper when she turns the wheel. it may also be possible for internals to be damaged so she dares not drive it. what a smart girl. so my question was answered. jackson sits next to me so i ask him "so Marie's not here, huh." he responds "right there" and points across the room next to the projector. Marie was sitting hidden behind the TV-projector stand thing and so i didn't see her when i came in. so what did i do with no hesitation? stand up, signal Jackson to take my seat next to Jane, grab his chair, place it next to Marie, and i sit down. you say to yourself: "dang! shoot! did he just do what i think he did?!" you're right! i dissed Jane and i'm kicking myself right now for it... i just realized that... naw... just kidding. so... we watch the movie, we enjoy ourselves while doing so... tiny jokes here and there... during intermission i have to refill the water jug. i carry it back and it spills on the lower front portion of my sweater and a lil' bit of it remains on my shirt, too. Marie was making fun of me all day by saying "i told him the bathroom was just around the corner." i got her later on though. she said her diss and i said "well if Marie could just keep her hands to herself..." haha!! oh... the big thing though... Marie starts crying from the movie. awww... how sad and adorable. i tell the kids sitting in front of us that she was crying... they ask her later and she denies it! haha. so movie ends... kids leave. Marie disappears. all the staff members clean up. i finish doing what i'm doing and i still don't see her... i guess she's in the kitchen or something. a while later... she comes out of the closet. okay (lol!!!). whatever. no second thought about it. i'm not keeping tabs on her or anything. it's just so much fun being around her. we were done cleaning up so we all headed off to the parking lot. marie, crystal, and jackson head over to Eliza... Jane and i notice Floridel curled up with her face down in her lap as if she was crying. Jane goes into compassionate mode and tries to comfort her. iono what happened there. i just thought she was really tired from waiting for her ride home. i head over to Eliza 'cause Jane's got everything covered and i think there's really no need for concern 'cause Floridel is tight like that... she's filipino! (ke ke ke) anyways... i get to my car and Jackson goes "is that a ticket on your car?" i go over to check and it's a star! awww! i immediately think "how sweet! she made me a card like i did for her last week" (yeah... i left Marie an "I'm sorry" card because i made her cry and i was mad at her and i didn't fess up to it until an hour of pestering). i was thinking that it was an "i'm sorry" card for her not being able to give me an answer and so i thought "awww... she didn't have to do this! i totally understand if she's not ready yet..." i look at the card and Jackson, Crystal, and Marie walk away as i glimpse through the card. the front goes like this:
and that was just sweet enough! super sweet! no one's ever said anything as sweet as that to me. don't you think?! so i'm not expecting anything inside to top what's already been said on the outside. i open it up and it read:
wow! amazing! the answer to my question! not a hell no! better than a raincheck!! right on... there's no way for me to describe the way i felt at that moment. sure i can say that i was surprised and shocked and overwhelmed and super happy, but you'd just be reading it and not truly understanding. i can't come up with any words to do the moment justice. maybe i can compare it to another spectacular moment... umm... how about how i felt when i first drove Eliza out of the lot multiplied by the amount of times i didn't obey the speed limit with her times ten to gajiggajilionth time. yeah... that'd be just a small fraction of how i felt. wow! i'm still feeling it right now. it still hasn't fully sunk in yet. that's how it was when i first drove Eliza, too. i was like "this isn't my car... this is not my car!" Marie came into the car and i so wanted to thank her and show her how much it meant to me! like... yeah... i wanted to scream and jump up and down but i thought that would've made me wake up from the amazing dream i was having. but yeah... i was hella happy!!!!! i am hella happy!! so yeah!!! hell yeah! afterwards... Marie and i went to Cold Stone to get some ice cream. we were supposed to follow Jackson and Crystal to UCI but we decided that could wait. ate the ice cream then went to UCI and waited in the parking lot where we were suppose to meet up with Jackson and Crystal. we waited in my car and just chilled. Theresa showed up. waited with her... where were they?! what were they doing together?! well Crystal's been in lock down since winter quarter started... it's been a while since she's been out... iono. anyways... turned out nothing went down so Theresa went home and Marie and i head over to my house. there, we attempted to do homework. Marie got all of her math done except for one impossible problem that she gave up on. i just did two of my problems and helped out Marie with her stuff. did we really hold hands and put our arms around each other?? or did i dream that? anyways... she had to be home some time after 11 because she said she was at school and school closes at 11... so... yeah... drove her home... we shook hands and parted... naw... we gave each other a hug outside. wow! did that happen to? crazy!! amazing!! all i can say is "hell yeah!" turns out her dad was inside... in the living room... awake... he could've come out with a shot gun and killed me point blank. oh well. i would've died hella happy. yees! ke ke ke. what a day. i still feel like i've left things out or i didn't explain things enough. the day just got better and better and better. wow! c l i f f l o v e's thoughts at 1:09:00 PM
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