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Engineers and programmers are the often-anonymous architects of society, and what you do now could make a huge difference to the lives of millions, even billions, of people in decades to come. -Charlie Stross Shaping the Future
Tuesday, January 06, 2004
wow! i can actually say that i'm happy right now. hmm... i think i've been happy for a while, too.

now, when i stop and think, i'm happy. i'm no longer sad about what i don't have or what i'm missing. i really appreciate what i have in front of me. and that's really great friends.

when i stop and think, i'm not angry at the world anymore. shit happens and you gotta live with it. you can't let it ruin your life.

a little more than a month ago i was angry and i was sad. i hated the world and i was sad for it making me lonely. i don't have a girlfriend anymore and i don't have someone that will always be there to talk to but i still have friends that i can talk to. they might not be there all the time but i should be patient enough to wait for them.

again, i wanna thank all you guys that have been there for me. i really appreciate it.

2004 is going to be a great year. if your name starts with a 'j' and you're a girl... watch out now!


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