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Tuesday, March 16, 2004
i've been feeling really down lately. i hate it. it's not a nice thing. i think school and finals are getting to me... and, i guess, other things.

biking back from my first class today was especially stressful. while going up the dreaded hill towards charles e. young, my tire got caught on a very thin crack and i lost control. the day (no, not my life) flashed before my eyes and my heart stopped. i regained control and started cussing like the psycho that i am. i'm sure people laughed but who cares. when i'm on my bike, it's suppose to be just me and the world. no laws or people getting in the way. hee hee. so as i approached de neve and those stationary posts that block cars from entering the de neve courtyard (dunno what else to call it) where the commons is, some jogger cuts in front of me and i almost hit those posts trying to dodge him. another heart attack in less than a minute. definitely not good. when i get back to the apartment gate, i just stand there on my bike and catch my breathe, panting from the messed up ride back. then some guy comes along messing up my "reflection on life" wanting to get into the apartment. i look at him (probably scare him with my face) and get the door open. i've been doing nothing but sleeping. which is pretty bad since i've got 2 assignments, one really big project, and 2 finals all this week. ggrrrrr.

on a good note, eliza has some new blow off valves. i got them at the apexi garage sale (apexi is a manufacturer, not some guy from the penny saver) where they were half off. my cousins were telling me to get the exhaust too because they were half off also. man, some other day the government will get me those too. next year.

so, may we all become really really happy... like catherine... who still hasn't received her birthday present from me ahem ahem actually from lisa ahem... it's been more than 10 weeks i believe... she doesn't need this present anyways... she's too happy... share the wealth, homegirl. awwww... i'm just playing... actually... maybe i'm not... i'm just really really jealous and spiteful. hee hee. smile!


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