Engineers and programmers are the often-anonymous architects of society, and what you do now could make a huge difference to the lives of millions, even billions, of people in decades to come.
-Charlie Stross Shaping the Future
Sunday, July 03, 2005
i'll trade 50 IQ points each for -a better memory: it sucks not remembering the small but relevant things. -better speaking ability/communication skills: i want to be able to hold a conversation with someone. there's only one person in the world i've been able to do that with. gone now. -other skills such as singing, dancing: i want to be able to enjoy life with other people.
i just want to feel. who cares about knowing how things work? sure it's a blessing to be able to understand some of the things i can, but for what? to make the world a "better" place for everyone. okay. but i want to enjoy it, too.
never again will i find a girl who'll give me a chance. the lack of the above drop my chances to near 0%.
i'll give up all my stuff, including Eliza, for something or someone.
*sigh* just ranting and feeling lonely.
c l i f f l o v e's thoughts at 1:10:00 AM
Comments:
We can start a strict karaoke and clubbing regimen when I get back. By Christmas time, you'll be the life of the party, my friend. All the girls will line up for a kiss under the misletoe! Let's celebrate Christmas in July! (Do I sound like a fob?)
